Have You Ever… ?

“You see things; and you say, ‘Why?’ But I dream things that never were; and I say, ‘Why not?’ ” – George Bernard Shaw

Have you ever dreamed of love? Have you ever looked at your past relationships and compared them to the future? I know.. that doesn’t make a whole lot of since at first. But, think about it.

Reflection time:  It was the Fall of 2011, when I first began college. I remember walking into my first class, at 8 o’clock in the morning, soo excited to begin. I had been looking forward to meeting new people, making new friends and well.. I was a music major! I couldn’t think of anything better than going to school and studying music every single day! However… that was not my focus point for long. In no time, I was scoping the room in search of a… future boyfriend!

Now, I hadn’t dated anyone in about 1 year, and my last relationship happened to a heart-breaker.So, it wasn’t too surprising to me, that I was already on the prowl. I mean, I literally sat in the classroom watching every guy that walked through those doors, wondering, ‘could he be the one?”  Like, seriously, I was 18! What was I doing focusing on such a thing on my first day of college? I went in with my first love, music, and I intended for it to stay that way.

My brain, indeed, had a mind of it’s own. Looking and scoping out the scene for someone that could be the dream, come true. I never knew, that two years later, I would be sitting here, empty-handed.

This may turn out to be the silliest blog I write, but I’m not ashamed. Two years later, in all honesty, I am anxious to meet my dream come true. I can’t tell you how many time I have dreamed just about the day I meet him. Of course, I’ve got my future wedding planned out and all that 😀 But seriously, I really can’t wait. I’m only 19 years old. I know I’ve got plenty of time. And, truth is, when I look on FaceBook and Twitter and see how most of my classmates and friends from High school are engaged, having babies and married already, it doesn’t make me want to have what they have. I have no desire of getting married anytime soon.

I used to pray that God would reveal to me who he is. It never happened. Now that I look back on it. I’ts better that way.

At this moment, I simply dream of meeting him for the first time. Seeing his face. Being in his arms. Hearing is laugh. Hearing his voice. I’m excited for the chase. I’m not saying that once the chase is over, I’d lose interest. I’m just saying that… it needs to be that time already! Ahah.. I don’t mean to be creepy. But what can I say? I’m just a dreamer. I dream big. I dream of love. I dream about the future.

And who knows.. Maybe tomorrow will be thaaaat day! 

Leave a comment if you ever have 🙂

Thanks for reading!



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